Happy three-year cancerversary to me! Three years ago today, I was told I had cancer. There was no paper trail to providing proof, no visible tumors on my…
I’d been out of the hospital from my SVC syndrome procedure for a WHOLE 12 days, and BAM, I’m put back in the hospital again; this time with…
I haven’t written this month, like I promised I would–and I’m sorry about that.
Honestly this month, it’s been one thing after another.
Remember how I told you that I would have these days where I’d stand or walk and then I’d see all black?
Well that’s what started happening again Halloween weekend. I honestly wore myself out from Halloween–and the stress of getting the kids’ costumes ready–so much so, that the next day I was too sore and weak to get out of bed.
All of these fatigue and vision problems fell right before this random Monday where I had to watch the kids alone. Perfect timing, right?
I was really scared to keep the boys all alone all day with how I felt.
That day, I’d stand up to get something for the kids and I would black out and desperately reach out for the nearest sturdy object so I wouldn’t pass out or fall.
Besides the vision issues, I couldn’t walk a straight line to save my life. My balance was completely off that when I would try to walk one direction, my body would go in another.
There were so many times I’ve wanted to write and tell everyone what’s been going on. I just haven’t had it in me to sit and write. Technically…