I haven’t written this month, like I promised I would–and I’m sorry about that.

Honestly this month, it’s been one thing after another.

Remember how I told you that I would have these days where I’d stand or walk and then I’d see all black?

Well that’s what started happening again Halloween weekend. I honestly wore myself out from Halloween–and the stress of getting the kids’ costumes ready–so much so, that the next day I was too sore and weak to get out of bed.

All of these fatigue and vision problems fell right before this random Monday where I had to watch the kids alone. Perfect timing, right?

 I was really scared to keep the boys all alone all day with how I felt.

That day, I’d stand up to get something for the kids and I would black out and desperately reach out for the nearest sturdy object so I wouldn’t pass out or fall.

Besides the vision issues, I couldn’t walk a straight line to save my life. My balance was completely off that when I would try to walk one direction, my body would go in another.